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The Missy


im a good girl.
i don't do bad stuff
I dont drink, i dont smoke
i don't play truant
I like to read
I am hardworking
I crap a lot
I AM RANDOM !


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Monday, October 30, 2006

MooMooDoink;

2 more weeks to SPM. still sitting here relaxing and wasting my time. As what william shakespears has said. so near yet so far.. SPM is near and i am still thinking that SPM is still far. what happened to my body? non stop growing pimples on it. should have consult the doctor earlier. it's bleeding so badly now. what i can visualize is. i've changed. i hate msn icons. i hate TVXQ. i hate gossips. and there are 2 persons. i got 1 and i lose one. and when i got the another person i lose the other person. crappy crappy crappy..!! so am i going to lose both of them 1 day? my temper wasnt good these days. and when i am rejected, i felt like crying. dont gossip so much. really bad. who dont want to be perfect in this world? i played with my brother like a 3 year old kid. what would you do if you have 100k? invest? spend it? save it? donate? i fed my maid pork. and i am willing to receive all the sins. i did something really bad that made me really guilty and bad. my mom is not working anymore. i can feel all the pressure. my internet euphoria. songs euphoria. TVB euphoria mood will slowly convert to COOKing euphoria and house chores euphoria. my destiny your destiny.. God please forgive my sins and bless my dad to do well in his business. and also his boss. and also his boss's girlfriend twin sister to get along well with Mawi so i can sort of like take a picture with him =D



MooMooDoink
12:18 AM



Thursday, October 26, 2006

MooMooDoink;

My dad bought lots of TVB series. I am indeed very happy very interested with it. That's the good news. The bad news is, my dad refused to renew ASTRO!! i felt so lonely without astro.. i miss all the dynasty channel.. i miss fear factor.. i miss all the MTVs.. and most of all.. i am gonna miss all the entertainment show!!!.. my gosh..i stopped watching those series already. it's very difficult to control myself man . my dad said that we have so many series to watch and dont even have time for astro.. DAD~ you are convincing me to watch those series and neglect my studies. so, please.. for heaven sake. please renew it.. i think i must think of ways to persuade him..hmm..hehe.
Despite how unwelcome Jay is..still, i kept on listening to his song. repeating and repeating till i can memorise the lyrics without looking at it. instead of being obsessed with series.. it's good to be obsessed with songs before spm. haha.. i mean compare both series and songs.. but addicted in downloading all these and made the internet connection slow.. my dad kept on complaning hehe..
I am learning to socialise and speak infront of the public recently. i mean to be better for the sake of my future. and to observe.. glanced at the calendar, it's already October and it's near to November. and i am only 45% ready. for all the subjects.. too much of entertainment! goshh.. Talking about Qamal. i felt so pity for him. i ditched him.. awww.. sorry. eh! havent couple up also how am i supposed to ditch? but i am not going to date before the exams..very dangerous very risky and very dangerous haha. i want my future to be guaranteed.
Okie. here comes my first burden. next year onwards i am going to send Ian to school and fetch him back from school~! sobs.. thanks to Calvin.. and Ian for resisting to study in an international school. ARGH!!! Sri Cempaka. so near to my house man!! I am going to persuade my parents to put me in HELP but not TARC hahaha.. and slowly i am going to ask my mom to send Ian to school ngiek ngiek~!! sounds bad.. hehehe seems my mom is going to resign working in Metropolitan.. who cares. the new boss always bully my mom.. so bad. and talking about my mom. when is her car coming back? Raya is over.. and when is my dad going to buy that audio system for the myvi? that audio system really drive me crazy! okie.. end of my grandmother story~



MooMooDoink
2:37 PM





MooMooDoink;

XY's boii boii....











There are lots more.. but failed to insert into it.. what's wrong??




MooMooDoink
12:49 AM



Saturday, October 21, 2006

MooMooDoink;

Before this blog dies, i better save him..
what happened these few days..
-i miss him.
-i am desperate.
-i am not desperate anymore
-online friends ask me to be their gf. [stupidiest way]
-i know Qamal
-Qamal kept on praising cute and preety and funny =.='''
-i got my car. i drove yee theng back. she's the first person who sat my car
-i terrified her with my speed
-sing karaoke
-Qamal and Ronald texted me but i rejected by saying that i am busy. but i am!
-i scan both science and maths pass year ques into the computer. from 3-6 =.=''
-Qamal told me that he liked me
-i run away from that topic =D
-i plan to give anu a surprise deepavali eventhough she didnt invite me
-Qamal said he wanna date me
-Joe gave me advise
-Ronald help me to take some information about the qualifications of entering college..
-tired.
-it's 2am now.. my brain is not fresh
-i shall sleep
-maybe before i sleep i shall read woman's weekly hahaha



MooMooDoink
1:27 AM



Sunday, October 15, 2006

MooMooDoink;

sigh. didnt know that when i am back it's gonna be a negative one..
as what i get in this week was..
-nothing
-nothing
-nothing
-nothing
and.. what i get to hear was all going against me.. it's like i have no more value anymore. abandoned. hurt me verbally.
friends.. so called friends. think before you talk! JAGA YOUR MOUTH LA! damn you.
shall memorise all the moral values now..



MooMooDoink
11:57 PM



Sunday, October 08, 2006

MooMooDoink;

This is the second time i dreamt of this.. It's abit different but the middle part was exactly the same..

My family and i was on our way to the restaurant and suddenly we saw this white shirt fat guy shooting 1 white shirt thin guy continuously.. i was terrified and my dad turn back to meet him. I was so afraid that that fat guy might shoot my dad but.. they knew each other. And that guy laugh like a crook. then Ian and i went to this pasar malam near the place where that fatty shot the thin guy.. When we walk through 3-4 stalls, suddenly there is 1 white guy taking 1 gun. saying that i will only allow 14 people to come here. and ian and i faster ran to him. ian was still looking at his stuff and i shouted and yelled at him asking him to run for his life. The white guy then uses his gun to shoot the whole pasar malam. everything vanished. i can see the flame.. so big.. so terrible. then, all of a sudden, i am in my room. i am hiding beside my bed. sitting down there.. duno who kept on shooting. i can see those bullets..it's so big red in colour .. i see through the window. OMG! the whole sky are full with planes blasting the city. but not my house. missels are falling like raindrops. all of a sudden, 1 very very huge big gigantic missel fall.. but it's in retangular shape.. and.. everything i can see through my window disappear.. i was so scared then i think of my family and Ian. they are misssing! Then i saw 1 remote. i accidentily press 1 button.. so scared, but nothing happened.. i was like..phew~ then 1 green big bullet flew in my room with lotsa green toxic gas and drop on top of me. i stop inhaling and thought that it might explode. i got stunned for few seconds and i cant stop inhaling anymore. i have to breathe. so i ran downstairs. i saw my family there and i told them what happened. then my neighbour got blast .. so scary.. only we are safe haha.. then i woke up. and i cant sleep anymore.



MooMooDoink
11:34 AM



Wednesday, October 04, 2006

MooMooDoink;

Okiess.. i got back some of my papers today. and i turn very very emo all in a sudden. Ooi yan is just so interested with her marks and she kept on talking with those 2 at the back. and my add maths teacher is teaching . i get very annoyed and i felt like screaming.. Those whom actually got lose to me those days, finally they got to win me today. as i can see by their hardwork. i am just so disappointed with myself. and they actually told me that they are awake during trials. they strive and strive.. someone just lock my computer and just leave the bit comet on.. i wrote 2 obituaries in someone's biodata book. and i am dead due to getting bad results and died of heart attack. serve me right. my english marks drop. 1 more month to SPM.

.mpsretfadnaerofebraeppasidtsujllahsissuegi....
dont understand? figure it out if you really wanna know what is my next action.



MooMooDoink
12:52 PM



Tuesday, October 03, 2006

MooMooDoink;

Yea. Finally i managed to find some webs that allows me to type chinese and now i can type chinese without installing that stupid problematic chinese star and whatever.. hehe.. so i shall start this post with chinese and see how bad my chinese goes..
Here it goes...

现在是半夜十二时二十四分。。 五分钟前无端端下了一场倾盆大雨,而我就睡不觉。。好无聊。今天下午我和我的弟弟一起听三字经。却学了一句很有意思的不知道叫什么鬼。。'玉不琢,不成器;人不学,不知意! 啊!突然间打雷,害到我家的alarm system 响起。。回到刚才的。。我终于都醒了!因为我知道如果我再不学,我和一个废才没什么分别。所以从这一刻起我要努力奋斗,什么鬼都学。也不会给人看小。。晚上,我心血来潮下载了一首老歌。--萍聚。我觉得这首歌很有意思。而且我快要毕业了。口说要快点儿离开,但还是有点不舍得。这就是那首歌的歌词。

别管以后将如何结束
至少我们曾经相聚过
不必费心地彼此约束
更不需要言语的承诺
只要我们曾经拥有过
对你我来讲已经足够
人的一生有许多回忆
只愿你的追忆有个我

听了有点心寒。。 我的牙好疼!!我突然间又想起了。。 从此以后的我,除了废话,我不要讲那么多话了。玩自闭还好过讲一些不对的话。而令起人家讲我吹牛。。好伤心的!!我从来没有用你的密码进你的户口。我不知道她为什么要说我用你的户口。在你还没有查清楚之前,请不要乱乱冤枉我。我没那么无聊!

原来写华语是那么的辛苦的。 又要花好多时间。 好累啊!



MooMooDoink
12:25 AM



Monday, October 02, 2006

MooMooDoink;

ish ish.. finally i am back to blogger again.. Guess i am just too busy these days.. 'tooo busy' haha..

What i've done and visualize and feel and see in this so busy week..

While ... was driving and the car suddenly broke down.. my my.. and that person came. Saying that ...'s car have to be sent back to the car factory? whatever it is.. then ... hop into that person's car.
XX: Your car have send back to repair..
...: What if my car cannot be repaired?
~..Silent..~
..: Can you send me and fetch me back everyday?
XX stops the car , inhale deeply and gets down the car.

Ahhh...!!!!! what should i do??? what can i do..
i wish, miracle would happen. As everyone know, i am not a very 'automatic' person. Things that came out from my mouth should be very precious. Treasure it. And remember what i've said to you and what i gave you on 14th Feb 2006.


Indeed, When you found a new friend, you will forget the old ones. but a true friend wont do so. A true friend will always remember the old and the new ones together. Think twice before you take any action. =)



MooMooDoink
12:31 AM