mooo ! a cow :D

Sunday, November 25, 2007

MooMooDoink;

When everyone leaves me..
Happy at first
Loneliness and emptiness comes after that
I always want to stay in a bigger house
All of a sudden..
I felt that my house is too big
That i can hear my own voice
No one to talk to,
No one to play with,
Felt that my bed grew into a giant bed
Room is so cold without their warmth
Few thousand kilometres away from me
Started to miss them
Wonder what are they doing now..
Started to worry
Weather they are happy with their trip?
How i wish they are here with me.

Finally they came back
I couldnt hear my own voice anymore
Carelessness of leaving the bag of souvinier somewhere
Made me feel empathy.
Just few packets of biscuits
I felt like i lose few billion dollars
Relief hearing how much they enjoyed their trip
Chat with my brother till late night
That i lose my mood of studying
Talked non stop
and closed my book
Felt the warmth
and how much i appreciate them
Couldnt sleep that night
Felt sad and happy
Mixture of feelings
I guess..
Blood is thicker than water.

MooMooDoink ♥
3:01 PM

Friday, November 23, 2007

MooMooDoink;

Oh God

I am so ..

Fatique

Tired

Exhausted

burned-out

droopy

haggard

irked

sleepy

breakdown

prostrated

puzzled

distracted

perplexed

confused

lazy

stress-out

depressed

pain

I need a good rest

24 hours of sleep

MooMooDoink ♥
9:24 PM

Thursday, November 22, 2007

MooMooDoink;

Can i score 20/40 marks for CTS?

hmm??..

MooMooDoink ♥
8:52 PM

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

MooMooDoink;

My beloved maid added some of her smelly nails into my plate of fried rice claming that those nails are chicken bones.

I am smart enough to bite that nail like a fish bone.

Eww!!

What's next?

MOM!!!!!! help~

MooMooDoink ♥
1:31 AM

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

MooMooDoink;

I love you too.

MooMooDoink ♥
9:30 PM

MooMooDoink;

.:.: GEMEINSCHAFTSGEFUHL :.:.

i know what i am supposed to do.

THANKS!

MooMooDoink ♥
12:16 AM

Saturday, November 17, 2007

MooMooDoink;

Went to 1u with krystal today. OMG!!! She's leaving tomorrow!!!!

Had sushi with her.. some gossips.. some secrets..

After that, on our way to Forever 21, was talking about Monash University..

Infront of Wh.. OMFG!!! I SAW JIEN!!!!

HE IS SO FUCKING HOT!!!! .. but he's hugging a girl..

after that, i totally can't recall what topic i had with krystal..

Ha Ha. how silly.

Take Care krystal. bon voyage~

MooMooDoink ♥
7:36 PM

Friday, November 16, 2007

MooMooDoink;

Feel like writing chinese

我的天空已经变黑了
觉得很空虚
我觉得我没做错
今天，一个人在家
听我心跳的回音
一个人庆贺自己
感觉上我已经没有朋友了
朋友对我的情,
我感觉不到有多真 - 时热,时冷
我真的希望有人会为我心疼
因为我很害怕一个人
为何不肯轻轻地呼唤我一声
安慰我这容易受伤的女人

不要再伤害我
我的心已粹了，气也喘不了
心里的血已经慢慢地流出来了
好疼，好疼..

忽然发现我一双手无力去改变
原来只有自己才可以让自己快乐
我的人生就是那么烦

MooMooDoink ♥
10:08 PM

MooMooDoink;

Thanks to all the amusement i got from the internet.
I am much better now..

Thanks to a song - sei sing bat goi

MooMooDoink ♥
7:26 PM

MooMooDoink;

why should i do things to make my friends happy
why should i do things to impress my friends
why should i bless my friends
why should i support my friends
why should i spend so much money on my friends
why should i spend so much time on my friends
why should i help my friends
why should i play the clown role

why people encounter low self esteem during high school and I encounter this during college life?

.. just like a ball, being kicked here and there. When there is the desire to play with the ball, i am needed, where there is no desire, im dumped aside or kicked away .. as though i dont have feelings ..

What's the use of confessing?
What's the use of crying?
What's the use of making the first move?
What's the use of trying to mend the friendship?
What's the use of believe and trust?
What's the use of trying so hard?
What's the use of bearing the pain?

Roy you tell me.
what you guys wanna judge about me, go on. I am fed up.

That's all.

MooMooDoink ♥
5:29 PM

Monday, November 12, 2007

MooMooDoink;

As i glanced through the mirror in my car while the traffic light strike red..

wanted to see my pretty face and the few new born pimples..

At the very right timing, i saw an indian guy the car at the back me..

gave the woman beside him a big tight slap.

It was so dramatic that i couldnt believe my own eyes and i just don't wish to go when the traffic light strike green.

The woman then shouted at the indian guy and started to distract him

The indian guy stopped at the bus stop.. and continue their dramatic fight.

November is indeed a bad month of me.
Recalled the second day of November that is when our prom night falls on..
On the way to Prince hotel..
I saw a dead body under the bus covered with newspaper and blood.
Till now everytime i sees a bus or was stuck in a massive jam
I will reflect back to that incident.

November is when my family get to go to Bangkok
due to my finals, i will be left alone again.

November is when I encounter all the Real stress
Where I got 4 presentations and 2 quizes in a row..

November is the month where i start to have bad dreams
Dreams that made me stunned, empty and freaked out
But it is the problems that i am encountering recently
Only thing is, dreams made it worst.

November is the month i learned my lesson
experienced something bad and where the truth is revealed
which i felt stupid and silly.
and came to my lowest point of life

I wonder what is next?

..Wake me up when November ends..

:: Gemeinschaftsgefuhl ::

xoox

MooMooDoink ♥
5:29 PM

Friday, November 09, 2007

MooMooDoink;

Anusuya invited me to her house for Deepavali.
I felt so sorry to bully you hehe..

Sharmini invited me to ALI MAJU kepong
maybe she is here for me when she knew that i am facing some problems. and I am also there for her for Deepavali.
' if you have any problems, i will be there for you' and she was really here for me.
(shhh.. i won't tell people that you teach me how to see condoms) XD

I am so touched of what had happened, my high school mates are the ones who care for me the most.

Anu, why you shifted to Rawang?? so FAR!!!

MooMooDoink ♥
7:41 PM

Thursday, November 08, 2007

MooMooDoink;

.. rain down on me ..

There are many things in life that I cannot control and it comes unexpectingly.

not everything I want I get it.

Don't be despair

Don't be sad

Don't think it's the end of the world

Let things go..

No point being sad

.This world is full of deception.

:: Gemeinschalfsgefuhl ::

MooMooDoink ♥
3:20 PM

Wednesday, November 07, 2007

MooMooDoink;

This period is the worst college life ever i've experienced..
All of a sudden the whole pile of books and assignments fall on me which i don't even have the 0.000001 second to spare to think of other stuff.. unless i procrastinate.. like now hehehe!!

Mon - Reflective wrting is due
- CTS CA3

Tues - Compilation of PDP assignment
- CTS presentation

Wed - Lan Presentation

Thurs - Lan Quiz

Fri - Business Quiz due
- Business presentation
- PDP presentation

~ English quiz. but dont know falls on which day.

I am so so so tired.
Dont ever think college life is fun. It might be fun but when 'terrorist' attack, take care!
Treasure your high school life.

myp!! HELPPP!!!!!!!! i can't breathe, give me some oxygen!

MooMooDoink ♥
11:12 PM

Monday, November 05, 2007

MooMooDoink;

:: Special dedication to Mr Lee Houren ::

the girls with the prom queen

me and eyo after several shots

applause !

they just love to take pictures with me.

(just joking)

the group picture.
found your chicks?

this is supposed to be a pic of me and eyo
kaka caucau

i will never upload a pic of waisze and eyo XD

fa mi re do

the vain girl with daphne

shapo and erling

2 pretty hot chicks!

what is sinyee tryin to do i wonder..

we have limited guys. thats why..

we also have limited girls.

thats why..
every picture also same people

boey and sinyee

special guest. right : ken

roy and boey

girls in black doesn't mean that they are witches

another group picture

another picture with prom queen.

There goes HMC prom 2007.

This is definitely the worst prom for me thus i don't wanna talk much about it

A picture tells a thousand words.

but hope you do enjoy!

MooMooDoink ♥
7:13 PM

Sunday, November 04, 2007

MooMooDoink;

MOTIVATION.

' If you want to get a better life style, you must be a good listener '

Differentiate chasing dreams and chasing fantasies.

authorities are people you learn from.

MooMooDoink ♥
1:32 AM