Sounds like i have nothing much to talk about my life already. It's rather dull and boring i supposed. This is the life i was seeking for 6 months before, and now, i dont think it's interesting especially to kill time. I miss the time when i was working in mont kiara int school or maybe Tesco Hq, eventhough they gave me loads of work to do , i still enjoyed it. It gaves me the some sort of feeling like i have fulfilled my day with my hardwork? The feeling was great but i still wished that there are 60 hours a day. Now my day was like 120 hours a day, and i wished that time dont linger here. I miss camps, i miss hanging around with my big gang of friends, i miss trips with them, i miss performing on the stage like a superstar, BLAH! i miss everything in the past except for all the embarrassments. People always live in my memories. As they dance through my memories... i dont know what am i talking about now. Just feeling random. Fan shu didnt pee on my bed for 1 week already! Hooray! but he pee outside of my room! and i always step on it.. Fan shu had a terrible asthma attack ( i think ) just now, and stopped after 30 sec? phew~ I am obsessed with applying lotion on my skin. I think it makes me smells good.. or maybe not? Someone was shocked to hear that i applied sunblock and are concern about my skin. I stopped wearing cap because.. another random act is on their way. My computer is not fixed yet, it stills shuts down and hang and i have already spent rm700+ or more to fix it. I wonder when is my dad getting me a brand new laptop? or he is going to return me my laptop? My driving lisense is dead for like..... 2 weeks and i am too lazy to drag myself to the photoshop and JPJ to renew. I think i will go tomorrow.. ( i said this to myself everynight ).. Zhaoying loves to tell me ghost stories which terrifies me hell a lot. When my scalp is itchy, i will think of it, when i passby the cemetary i might think of it, when i go for a vacation, i might (most probably) i will think of it, when my house is out of current or when i fall sick, i will think of it. OR, when i passby the haunted hospital in cheras. Gosh, i am actually quite scared now when i am typing. I swear i will not concentrate when you guys are talking about now. Now i am scared of going to the toilet to brush my teeth! my my... 4600 words more. I am not sleeping with my brother anymore, now he sleeps in the guess room and 2 more months later i will be sleeping with my grandma. SHYT! i fought for that guess room cause i want mroe privacy at home and i won! then my dad said, why dont u sleep with ur grandma, it's so inconvenient for her if your brother is there. Why is my grandma a female? why am i a female? god~~ Have you guys think of your future? like when u are 50 years old, or 80? I always think about it. I always think of how to treat my grandchildren nicely so they will like me. hieh! and when is the day i am going to die? can i survive till the age of 100 with my husband? this is what people which have nothing better to do will think of. TOO MUCH TIME! I wish i can get a genuine authentic LV or Guess bag next year for my birthday pressie.. and i want a big wardrobe for myself to put all my clothes. ( i wish i have that much clothes ).. and a shoe rack, personal one. most importantly, my own bedroom with my own scent! I am obsessed with chinese songs thesedays, i find english songs boring.. eversince i heard those tvb artiste had their interview in 1 radio station.. maybe i find this radio station attractive? their conversation are rather funny plus! i can improve my chinese eh? next time when you guys sees me, my chinese will be damn fluent. i hope so~ I hope 1 fine day, i can speak proper english. with an proper accent. and i think it is difficult, will have lots of gossips behind it. Oh ya people, please remember to recycle, basically, i recycle all the papers at home, don't waste yea. very bad for the environment and economy. might cause recession. lol. Now i miss eating nasi lemak and sushi! but cannot! have to control if not more pimples will invade and conquer my face. but i really have the very strong desire to eat sushi now~ nevermind, hopefully i can fulfill in my dreams. Hmm.. can i dream for 12 hours and really sleep for 1 hour? This time, i want to dream of, me being miss malaysia and the awards is free sushi for my wholelife! whoahahahaha! awesome! I find going all the way to college just to surf the net is not a very good way. because the line there is slower than the snail. and the mouse in the computer lab is somwhow retarded. AND! my brother spoil my wireless adapter! he stepped on it so harshly~ benggong! wow, it's 1.45am! i am still scared of going into the toilet~ Fan shu~!! stop sleeping like a pig.. HeeEEEeeEllLLLpPPPppPP~!! i wish i can organise a camp with students and torture them with funny games. i wonder how many spelling error and grammatical error i have typed. Owh, i forgot to introduce my new dog. i brought a puppy back. my brother named her pepper. what a name~ she is a black and soon to be white silky terrier. 2 months old and is so noisy whenever i passes by. She always steal fan shu's food and eversince she came, fan shu loses 3kg. maybe pepper gained 6 kg? and i realised after bring pepper back home, fan shu staring to pee on my bed! like some sort of revenge for me. Fan shu is a coward dog, he is afraid of pepper. when pepper approached fan shu, he will run away, like tom n jerry. by the way, i miss tom n jerry since young. i watched it that day in cartoon network and laughed my head off. i still prefer the 2D version, the 3D version or the new version is not that funny and violent anymore. maybe it is rated as the most violent cartoon, so they have to change the concept? now, tom n jerry are friends, they cooperate to kill a bee or a bird or what-so-ever. i am wondering will you guys understanding what i wanted to express? or what am i talking about so far? I wish i can write this even longer so i can torture my beloved friends eyes. or maybe they already stop reading it long time ago.. this is only the fundamental training of reading a book. if you cannot pass this, i am so sorry, i feel sad for u. i am bringing fan shu into the toilet.. ciao! happy reading.