I woke up today, i felt so cold. I didnt sleep well, I felt the soreness in my body. Its obviously not a good day to start with. I don't feel comfortable the whole day. I can't smile, I am not happy. just i thought that PMS strikes again. but clearly it's just the emo me.
after class i went shopping, i bought 5 clothes i like. I told myself, even though it is slightly expensive, who cares?! Live your life to the fullest and there was split second that i am happy.
Went to meet friends for dinner, was late and once i reached i heard she said. Stop talking about her, she's here. I was so mad but what more can I do. i Just sit there and listen.
After that i was telling to my friends that I got a home office, and i lied to them that my uncle isn't happy with me seeing those people. but actually i really hate to see them. - people who look down on me.
I went home and check my email. I got fired by my uncle. second time in my life from the save person without a reason or notice given. not even a red card.
My mom asked me to claim a RM70 medical fee of my brother from my dad. How the hell to open my mouth? why is my mom like that?
I am truly depressed. my life is seriously a mess.
I hope someone can save me from this misery.
Some people ask me, why don't you smile? you hardly smile
Me : There is a reason why people don't smile. A happy person don't frown.