Lately, i noticed this word that has been repeating and appearing a lot . "Things changed. accept and move on"
Sometimes I do not understand why am I enduring all these pain. Did I caused it all ? It's disturbing, I've been thinking of it all day long. more than 12 hours a day. and it's about 2 months and still counting.
The pain of people you care the most, MOST. is being detached in your daily life. No more care, and they search for another new live of theirs, leaving you behind, without telling you why, or leave any hints.
Some people gives up easily on one person, while some people stays. Why am I meeting those who gives up easily?
I tend to hold on things and do not want to let go easily. I prefer things to be unchanged. I want eternal happiness. I know this statement seems childish and illogical but who don't?
How long do I need to adapt to this situation? How much more pain do I still need to go through? How can I stop being clingy..
Gosh, Life.