Today, education fair in school. just a mini one. Having lotsa fun there asking about the courses.. walking back with full of dreams. visited various colleges website. Ah~ sounds so interesting. Sitting down pondering and asking people for their opinion. and these are the results.
''if u tink so, u r gonna suffer after u entered the course''
''n gif u a warning, w/o phD a psychologist.. is quite useles...''
''your results have to be execellent..''
''juz wanna let u know...dun expect when u fresh graduate can get a job 7-8k''
''even now degree holder also harder to find work''
''how much of money u going to open a kindergarden?''
''without good spm result, all is dream only''
''tarc.....ok lor.....quite good ''
And once my mom came back, i showed her what i got back today.
Mom : So what you are interested?
Me : Many! Everything sounds interesting. like design, advertising and also psychology..
Mom : Think wise which course you would like to take.
Mom saw the Lim Kok Wing Cd..
Mom : Lim Kok Wing? Dont ever dream of entering..
Me: ........ why?
Mom : It's very expensive. not worth it. I think i will put you to PJ college of art and design for about 1 month to show you what is actually design.
Me :
!$^*))&*$%^$%&(^&
Then i showed her Sunway college that paper..
Me : Sunway college have psychology course also.. but not as famous as HELP
Mom : How much is the course?
Me : I have to go for the American degree or something like that first and bla bla bla.. 2 years in malaysia which costs around 26k and 200k for UK including place to stay,tuition,food and etc. can pay by loan.
Mom : Hmmph! UK, study abroad. Dont ever think of it.
Me : T_T speechless.
At last. i showd her HELP college's..
Me : Help college is regconised as the best and the pioneer college in psychology.
Mom : What about TARC?
Me: TARC DONT HAVE PSYCHOLOGY!!!!!! ( WHAT A RELIEF! )
This shows that, my mom insist on putting me in TARC and no studying aboard for me. i dont know why. Shattered dreams! But i still insist on choosing those courses which TARC dont have! and even my dad and bro dont encourage me to take psychology saying that they dont want me to be a teacher in future with low income. and my dad asks me to go for interior design.. but i am afraid that i couldnt handle it. I swear i will make my mom to change her mind and hope my uncle do say, TAKING PSYCHOLOGY OVEASEAS IS GOOD! i will love him till the end of my life. Why cant my parents comprehend me? I just want a good enviroment , good school. and i am sick of gourverment!! I like Lim kok wing college, if my uncle is willing to have a talk with tan sri lim, then i will be able to be there will discounts or maybe free! same case like my brother. mY uncle know so many people in the education line. Taylors college is used to be his. He just have to talk to the owner and i can be there! My mom just dont want other to help.. maybe..
i am despair.. was wondering if i archieve good results. can i go to a better college and overseas.. If possible, i dont even wana work here. maybe i would like to train there and open my own business here locally.