It's raining cats and dogs now. more than that.. torrents of rain are falling down from the heavy clouds.
today class was extreamly boring and i dont know why. i almost fall asleep twice.
and i know mr maha is going to trouble me. he actually told the other class that he is very sad and heartbroken because i told him i dont understand his class. which means he will pay more attention on me. and i cannot play around during his classs. his class is damn boring and its worst than my history book. can fall asleep when you look at his face. and again fall asleep when you listen to his 1 flat tone voice.
back home, after a packet of instant noodles. and after a tom and jerry show. my eyes are so heavy. i just cant open it wide. or even i put toothpicks like mr bean, it can just break into half. I AM SO SLEEPY! slept for like 2-3 hours.
Again, im feeling emotional. I found it's hard to forget a person.
Again heartache happens. Any pain killer can heal?
Again i dont feel like talking about it.
Again I have no idea why and what i did in college.
and Again, why am i thinking of miss chia? (most probably because i hate mr maha. no other intention okay)
Again i dont know what to wear for the next class.
Again im wondering.why am i talking all those thing in college and making so much noise which i dont really do during high school.
sigh. conclusion. im lost. no directions. i've changed. i dont know who am i.
i miss my high school teachers because they are all retards. and they are definitely better than mr maha. BUT, miss chia can definitely beat all of them especially that babi shamsinar who dont know maths and teaches math. okay. see, why am i talking about miss chia again. ? hmmm.. no intention. no offence okay. cause she's a very good teacher. It's a tragic lost. untill now im still mumbling and grumbling. in order to study happily. please dont think of her again okay clkm? mr maha is good. he is handsome. and he is awesome! =)
end of my story. i dont wanna split everything out. i will feel humilated. cause im always shy~ hahaha.