累
Maybe i am just expecting too much from people,
People come, people go.
indeed. it is very heart wrenching.
Here comes a sudden breakdown
no one cares, no one bother
People go on with their lives.
People said,
you just need 1 true friend beside u
where is my true friend?
How come i can feel the distance?
I always put people around me part of my life, do they do the same thing to me?
When i am not around, do they even think of me?
I doubt.
Well, perhaps when they need help or money.
Some people just want to find a friend as a companion when they are lonely
when they are not lonely,
i am gone.
well, don't even expect people to give you back what you have gave to them . NEVER.
very disappointing.
Am i isolated? or drifted apart?
or no one understands me?
Am i thinking too much?
or i am betrayed?
Am i suppose to be angry?
or just pretend to be happy?
Guess i am a perfect person. Perfect in failing in every aspect of life.
烦 - 友谊, 学业, 家庭, 爱情, 心脏痛, 自卑, 金钱
经过这一次，我深深体验到
我失去了一切
我偏偏就是过不到自己那关.
