This is specially made for you. Dedicated for you. I dont know whether you read this or even bother to view my blog. From the first day i know you.. i already can feel that you can be a trustworthy person. I followed what decision you made and i respect your decision. Of course, there are lots of rumours between us. But did you, i mean we. bothered about it? i dont think so. I accompanied you when you need me and i spent quite alot of time and money on you. Dont ever think that i've felt in love with you. And the purpose i am writing this is definitely not how regretful on how much i've spent on you and how much time i've waste on you. I am just so blardy disappointed and a lil heart broken. because i've put you in part of my life. Talking about you, do you actually treat me as a friend? i dont think you treated me as a friend all the while. I am just a slave for you. When you need me, you will just approach me. and when you dont need me.. this is what happened now. For you, i am already invincible. right?! I knew your friends are sometimes mean and barbarous..sometimes, i was just trying to test you. i did only 1% of mean thing to you. i was just like boasting and trying to be a lil lanci. and the results was.. you never quarrel with me like what you did to our buddies but you leave me silently. To those people who dont treat you as good as i did, you treat them as good as how i treated you. When they asked you to lend a hand for them. did you once rejected them? I only asked you to do 1 thing. 1 simple thing only! excuses that you gave me are uncountable. it's more than the stars above the sky.Dont you think what you've told me all the time are all rubbish?! I already knew something is wrong when i gave you the cake. Eyes can see. Sense can feel. Dont you think it's sinful on what you did to me? It's so unfair that really affected me. Problems can be solved in a better way. This aint no complain letter from me to you. I was just confessing my feelings. and i dont need any sympathy. i hate fake friends... Patience has a limit. I DONT EVEN CARE NOW IF MY FRIENDS INSULT ME, CRITICISE ME, because i know how's the taste of losing them and i treasure them really much. Treasure them before you lose them all. and before you regret.. and before its too late! i am not saying me okay! think wise before your action. This is the one and only advice for you. If you still dont want to be conscious.. sorry, our friendship will just end here. A fullstop! and i know you dont even mind at all right? who am i?
p/s. i am not the only one who feel bad for you. see people beside you. there are more! just that they did treasure you and they dont even want to say a thing. I wish you good luck and happiness always.