2 more weeks to SPM. still sitting here relaxing and wasting my time. As what william shakespears has said. so near yet so far.. SPM is near and i am still thinking that SPM is still far. what happened to my body? non stop growing pimples on it. should have consult the doctor earlier. it's bleeding so badly now. what i can visualize is. i've changed. i hate msn icons. i hate TVXQ. i hate gossips. and there are 2 persons. i got 1 and i lose one. and when i got the another person i lose the other person. crappy crappy crappy..!! so am i going to lose both of them 1 day? my temper wasnt good these days. and when i am rejected, i felt like crying. dont gossip so much. really bad. who dont want to be perfect in this world? i played with my brother like a 3 year old kid. what would you do if you have 100k? invest? spend it? save it? donate? i fed my maid pork. and i am willing to receive all the sins. i did something really bad that made me really guilty and bad. my mom is not working anymore. i can feel all the pressure. my internet euphoria. songs euphoria. TVB euphoria mood will slowly convert to COOKing euphoria and house chores euphoria. my destiny your destiny.. God please forgive my sins and bless my dad to do well in his business. and also his boss. and also his boss's girlfriend twin sister to get along well with Mawi so i can sort of like take a picture with him =D
