Sorry! This is what i can say now. ' what can i do to make you love me ' ? very easy to answer right? cause i like you at the first sight when i first saw you. I apologise i went out with guys and i went to prom with a guy partner. and this is the fact, i didnt turn myself out for the first prom. That guy begged me and yes, i did say YES but at last i didnt go. and the second prom. a guy dated me but he freaked me out so i dint really enjoy the prom and i was outside the ballroom running away from that guy. I went in just to fill my stomach and i went off. i dint even dance and enjoy with my friends.That guy saw me and said HI to me when i step out the lift. I dont mean to talk to him neither see him. I texted you that night and you.. i dont wanna say. I drove home from mutiara damansara to my house in 10 mins time. When i was driving, that guy texted me and asked me out for a night view. I ignored him and never reply/listen to his phone again. Few days later he felt guilty thus he texted me some apology messages. He didnt ask me why am i running away from him yet he told me how bad he treated me during the prom. He didnt do anything bad to me and i am the one who hurts him. During the Langkawi trip, i went with 3 guys. i dont have any feelings for them. 1 cares for me, 1 almost kissed me, and 1 cares for me but he is attached. I really had fun there. Even it's LANGKAWI. i came back with SO tanned skin. and i hate myself for being so dark. during my trip, a guy, called Ritchie texted me. he asked me out during xmas eve or new year eve. i showed my friend that message. I promise them that i will join them during xmas eve but after she read that message. She asked me to follow him. she dont even know that i was with you. i mean, no one knows! and during xmas eve, we were in the theater watching curse of the golden flower. 'Look back at all the things i've done. I just wanted to be someone' (for you) I dont need anyone to sympatize. dont need you to pity me. I am faithful and sincere. i do hope this relationship will last long, but really sorry. what you've did that day, really makes me think that you have changed. you are not the person i have anymore. not the person i like since form1. and yea, reasons why i dont really like to tell my friends that i am dating. cause i dont want anyone to gossip, critisize,comment or even judge us. or maybe your physical appearance. not because of i scared of my friends are better than me. i know if you really have me in your heart, you wont be attacted. and frankly speaking. i dont really like you to mix around with that 2 girls. due to jealousy. and, if cannot do better than me, please dont say that i am bad. Honestly is policy. I split everything out now. I want to break up. Game over. if you are still willing to, we still can be friends. if no, nice meeting you. thanks for everything and take good care of yourself =) Dont call me just to question me. i got nothing to say. sorry but you broke my heart first. maybe you just dint realise.