My blogs will turn unhappening occasionally because my life has also turned unhappening. - Dull. This reminds me about my life in high school. I do really enjoy alot and life is so happening during that time. But there is no way going back to the past and bringing the past to the future. Choosing Help is a wrong decision. I'm starting to regret. Everything don't seemed to be running smoothly and it's not what i've expected before enroling myself into this college. My mom has not been working for quite some time. I felt so miserable. She changed almost everything in my life. she made me to go to bed at 10pm. This is ridiculous! she moved almost every furniture in my room. My room has become...... sigh, i'm speechless. I feel like dying staying at home. and my grandma. WHY CANT EVERYONE IN THIS HOUSE GIVE ME SOME PEACE?! sigh. all i can do is sigh. sigh sigh sigh!!!
My results is going to kill me. kill my confidence. kill my parents. kill my reputation and kill me again.kill kill kill kill!!! How can i get such results. I don't deserve to get such results. CLKM, what triggers you to get such results? LAZINESS!! LAST MINUTE!! I look like a failure. sound like a failure. wait, i am a failure right. i am the last. i got the least marks. i am not filial as well. a total trash. A trash will never deserve something good. A trash is supposed to belong to the dusbin.
I feel like going far away from home,going abroad. i dont wish to stay here anymore. i wish i could scream loudly. VERY LOUD!!! i just cant bear with this anymore. all i want is just peace, to study, to do my own thing. NEVER. i will NEVER get peace here. i am going crazy!!!! mind me, i'm very emo now. i want to go abroad now. i want to stay in the hostel now. stay at home just makes my life shorter.
I cannot accept what i have for life now. I cannot accept who i am now. I HATE SOUND!
