I am fucking emo today. I feel like shouting and beating someone up. Don't ask me why. Since morning..
I dont feel like leaving my room. I dont want people in my house. Even when my brother called me out to collect something, it made me so frustrated that i banged a car. but the car owner wasnt there. and my car dont really have scratches. My brother asked me questions, i dont feel like replying, infact, i wanted to shout ' SHUT UP! ' .. sigh. i dont feel like talking. and i dont know what the fucking hell is bothering me.
... You think this is the start....
but i think everything is over.
I know its not over yet.
I dont want this to be over as well.
I dont want to be in pain. It's really painful. It stabs straight into my heart.
I choose to forfeit myself out of the game.
I know there will be a better road for me in the future..
I love you but sorry, i cannot give u anything.
"To even think you won't have roadblocks is unrealistic, so number one -- accept them"
There are obstacles in life. Life is not perfect.
sorry.
p/s. ping, can u tell me where u get those from. im very curious.
