When everyone leaves me..
Happy at first
Loneliness and emptiness comes after that
I always want to stay in a bigger house
All of a sudden..
I felt that my house is too big
That i can hear my own voice
No one to talk to,
No one to play with,
Felt that my bed grew into a giant bed
Room is so cold without their warmth
Few thousand kilometres away from me
Started to miss them
Wonder what are they doing now..
Started to worry
Weather they are happy with their trip?
How i wish they are here with me.
Finally they came back
I couldnt hear my own voice anymore
Carelessness of leaving the bag of souvinier somewhere
Made me feel empathy.
Just few packets of biscuits
I felt like i lose few billion dollars
Relief hearing how much they enjoyed their trip
Chat with my brother till late night
That i lose my mood of studying
Talked non stop
and closed my book
Felt the warmth
and how much i appreciate them
Couldnt sleep that night
Felt sad and happy
Mixture of feelings
I guess..
Blood is thicker than water.
